REady or Not.. Here We Go..

DH and I are just about to head into month 12 of TTC, and we have finally gotten a RE referral. Thank goodness.

I'm so ready to move forward after basically standing still for the last year. Though, I am pretty intimidated, and slightly overwhelmed.. This is really happening.

My consult is a little over 2 weeks away, and I don't know what to do with myself. I'm a big ball of nerves and emotions. I can't decide whether to feel relieved or anxious.

Until then, I'm going to do my best to distract myself. I'm glad that my tv shows are finally starting to come back on, and reading seems to be helping too. So that's good.

My temps are still all over the place, and fertilityfriend seems to get enjoyment out of giving me invalid crosshairs now and then.  -_-

I probably have taken more pregnancy tests than I should lately. I don't know why I keep insisting on wasting them. I guess it is a comfort thing, and they are cheapies so I don't feel so guilty.

I get a 3 day weekend because of the holiday, and so does DH so that will be nice.

Tomorrow I am going out to lunch, and then roller skating with some close girlfriends from high school. I don't think I've skated since 2007.. that should be interesting :)

Other than that, not much is new. Just trying to take one step at a time.

2014 is going to be a better year.. it has to be.

Quarter Life Crisis

Happy New Year! I turned 25 today.. whoo!

I am so relieved that 2013 is finally behind me, and I'm ready for a better year.

We are now on month 11 of TTC, and nothing has changed. I still have medicated AFs, and there is no sign of O.

I am going to call my OB again tomorrow to push for my RE referral. I'm tired of being stuck.

I am going to be as positive and happy as I can this year. I am really going to live. We are going to make this year count :)

Hopefully we will have our BFP soon.

Much love to all!