I'm really trying not to get my hopes up about this cycle. The last two times I had AF (medicated), I never Oed.. Why should this time be any different? That said, I don't think I can handle another long cycle.
We just hit month 9 of ttc, and I'm trying to avoid thinking about it.
::To clarify, I am not upset that I'm not pregnant yet. I'm just heartbroken that I haven't Oed once in the time that we've been trying.
Maybe I do need to think about it. I have been so emotionally constipated lately that I could use a good cry. I would love to get all of this out, but something is holding me back. Cry, dang you! Please..
Anyway..
I don't really have anything else new to report. I'm just living day to day, and trying to get through it all. That's all we really can do, right?
CD2 dance party!!
